A Good Day

Went hiking up at Lake Nockamixon... Had a good day with Andy. We came home, got pizza at Pizza Hut and then we took a long nap. He is still napping.
I want to do so much with my life and yet I have no idea how to get there. Is it possible that I am just lazy and have no motivation? Or is it that I don't feel I deserve anything nice? Is it that I don't think I have what it takes to be successful and reach my goals?
I have actually stopped short of reaching goals in the past on purpose. Why the hell would I do that??
I want to do so much with my life. I really want to be a writer. But I do not know what to wrote about and I don't know what I would do when I finished whatever I started.
Hmmm............

It's Been Such A Long Time!

It has. But I am busy. I am not motivated to do anything and I find it highly irksome.
I am tired. I have been working so much. Tomorrow is a day off for both Andy and I. We deserve it. :)
The Phillies took Game 2 of the NLCS. The Eagles won today. All is good in the world of Philadelphia Sports.

MUST RUN.. 5 K coming up!

Yoooooooooo

Getting back into the swing of running and taking care of myself.. big camping trip this week up at Knoebel's... Hoping for some trails to run on. Lynn-Ann is not going.. She doesn't want to and so I will not make her.. no sense having a miserable teenager around who would rather be other place doing other things..

Car is back in the shop for a check up... The Service Engine Soon light is back on, but it is running okay.

I'll be riding the Ninja to work tomorrow... he he.. I have a few spots that make me nervous but I do okay..

Work tomorrow night at the Wawa.... 7-12.

M-later M-laddin

5K!!!

Yep!! Ran my first official 5k ever today.. I had a lot of fun and I finished at good time.. like 29m or something.. I will see my official posted time on the website tomorrow..
I am so happy that I did it!! Now I know I am going to get back into running...
Off tomorrow!! Motorcycles!

If it wasn't for bad luck.............

Yep - I'd have none at all!!! Frigging head gasket..()&*(&(*&(*&)!!!! I am just racking up the bills. The whole point to getting the 2nd job was to pay off my bad debt.. not make more bills.. AND.. the frigging car is not even going to be done until Wednesday...
*SIGH* Que Cera Cera

Sleeeeepy

Yawn--- yep. This 2 jobs thing is kicking my arse. I have double duty tomorrow again, too. On top of that, my car is in the shop due to overheating. Probably a head gasket which is gonna be like $1200.00. :( Sucks.
Good thing I have this second job... which is supposed to be for paying past due invoices.
Well - -- - it all goes the way it goes.. and when we try to change it it still goes the way it goes... ya know what I mean?
I really just want a small break!! teeny tiny! And I would like Sarah to get a break too... poor kid.

Pain and Prejudice

Ugh. I am so fucking tired. I have had a good weekend so far but I did something to my back and now it is killing me. Right in the damn middle. My daughter is down this weekend. It was nice to have her. She turned 15 on Tuesday. She got a job at the Wegman's.
Work at Wawa is going well.
I signed up for my first 5k. It benefits Livengrin which makes me happy as an addict/alcoholic in recovery.
I have pizza in the oven for brunch. at 12 noon I am going to the Metro PCS store to get a new phone. Andy got a new phone and he also canceled our Verizon plan so I really have not much choice in the matter.
Here's to following your dreams so that life is what you want!