A Good Day

Went hiking up at Lake Nockamixon... Had a good day with Andy. We came home, got pizza at Pizza Hut and then we took a long nap. He is still napping.
I want to do so much with my life and yet I have no idea how to get there. Is it possible that I am just lazy and have no motivation? Or is it that I don't feel I deserve anything nice? Is it that I don't think I have what it takes to be successful and reach my goals?
I have actually stopped short of reaching goals in the past on purpose. Why the hell would I do that??
I want to do so much with my life. I really want to be a writer. But I do not know what to wrote about and I don't know what I would do when I finished whatever I started.
Hmmm............